Tears In Silence

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Last night I was on my bed, I was crying in silence. In my confused mind "why I felt bad whenever my friends followed me? Why I cannot be in same colour as my friends?" The old history repeated itself in front of me caused me nearly breakdown. Still I stood firmly and did not show it to my friends as I don't want them to be affected by me so I suppressed sorrow inside me. My heart hurt and bleed caused me crying until I fell slept.

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5 comments:

Anonymous said...

dun cry lah..
u see my one of friend who is Malay always eat alone while we go eat chinese..then he comes to find us after he finishes eating.

from redwendy

Junaini said...

I don't like to eat alone in food courts. If I eat alone, I will buy sandwiches.

Anonymous said...

I understand your feelings...Don't worry about this..We wish Singapore can set up more Halal restuarants which serve diverse cultured food e.g Korean, Japanese etc in the future.

*hugs*

Junaini said...

selena-> Yup. Thank you for your understanding. *hugs*

Anonymous said...

I eat with my non-muslim friends in school too, at the same table. As long as what u r eating is halal, i think its ok to eat with them. Why must u sit alone in foodcourts? Juz take things easy :)